'Through
writing, suffering can be transmuted into art.'
Louise
de Salvo, Writing as a Way of Healing
My
father, like many of us, was afraid of death. So much so, in fact,
that he refused to live. He was a sick man with a weak heart and a
fear of almost every aspect of life. After surviving six or so heart
attacks and an anuerism in his brain, he still clung to life, even
joining a second church in the final years. 'Double indemnity,' I
used to joke. Needless to say, we didn't get on too well. In fact,
fathers - cruel, absent and sick, have been a major theme in my
writing to date.
When
Christian theologian, Parker Palmer wrote, 'the greatest paradox of
all: that to live we have to die', he was most likely referring to
the obvious scientific fact that death is an inescapable part of
life; in a sense it is the only certainty we have in life. Life is
full of paradox. That is part of its beauty. But Parker Palmer's
statement isn't simply about the certainty of death; within it we can
also find the ancient idea that in order to live well one must
symbolically die to one's self and be reborn into a new self. This is
found in religious stories and myths across many cultures, such as
the death and resurrection of Jesus and the Babylonian story of the
goddess, Innana's descent into the underworld. This idea is also
deeply embedded within more contemporary story, within the arc of
character and the transformation that may or may not occur in the
course of the character's physical and/or psychological journey
through the story.
As I
wrote in an earlier post Digging Deep – Writing Character,
there are a number of metaphors for this journey of transformation
and they are powerful reminders that each of us is meant to evolve,
to embrace change and to learn from our experiences. There are key
moments of change in the journey of major characters – turning
points or moments of catharsis. These are moments when a character is
forced, or chooses to turn away from what is familiar and face the
unknown, and in so doing comes to a realisation of some sort. In a
sense they are a purging of an old way and an opening to the new.
They occur at various points in a story and thus relate to the
movement of plot but importantly they also relate to character
development. In Flight, each of Fern's emotional breakthroughs
represent a reclaiming of a fragment of self, providing her with the
opportunity to become whole again and discover a new way of living
(more on the character arc in a later post).
Catharsis
is a word that means vomiting up or purging, and is a term that was
originally associated with Aristotle and Greek drama, which was,
according to Christopher Vogler, 'constructed with the intent of
triggering a vomiting up of emotions by the audience'. During the
nineteenth century Franz Mesmer began to use hypnotherapy with his
patients and discovered that part of the cure often involved a
healing crisis in which blocked emotions rise to the surface. A
century later, Freud began provoking catharsis in his patients, and
now the concept is widely used in psychotherapy. While catharsis is a
common element in story, writing too, can be a cathartic process for
many people, a way of expelling or simply becoming acquainted with,
the demons that haunt them, or as Jung would call them, the shadow
aspects of our selves that we bury deeply within us. As a teacher of
creative writing I have seen many times how the simple act of framing
a story or of understanding the motivations behind a character's
actions can challenge the foundations on which a person has lived
their lives, forcing them to question the stories that they have told
themselves about who they are. In Writing as a Way of Healing,
Louise DeSalvo explains that we are the accumulation of the stories
we tell ourselves about who we are. So changing our stories. . . can
change our personal history, can change us. Through writing we often
revisit our past and review and revise it. What we thought happened,
what we believed happened to us, shifts and changes as we discover
deeper and more complex truths.' So in separating a story from
ourselves, in writing it down, we are changing our perspective on it
and are therefore able to see it differently, without the burden of
emotions.
In the
writing of Flight, I could feel the cathartic process working
its magic on me as I purged and released myself from a good deal of
the past, just as Fern, my protagonist did. The process of writing,
of weaving fact and fiction, memory and imagination into a story,
helped me to learn lessons from the past, thereby enabling me to
evolve as a human being. Writing about my own parents (albeit in
fictional form) enabled me to step into their shoes and thus begin to
feel empathy for them. In so doing, I began the process of
forgiveness. According to psychologist, Jean Houston, forgiveness can
have 'a momentous and evolutionary potency' and its roots are located
in the discovery of the Larger Story. This is a process I have
frequently observed with students when I run character workshops. The
most profound exercises are always the ones in which I ask students
to shift their perspective and step into the shoes of another
character, usually someone to whom their main character is opposed.
It is an excellent exercise in empathy and in developing an
understanding of the often unconscious motivations behind human
behaviour (more on character motivation in a later post).
In a
sense catharsis underpins the transformative potential of the process
of writing and of story itself. While catharsis provides an emotional
clearing the character must then take the next step and integrate
what they have learned, in order for change or transformation to be
possible. Karen Armstrong wrote that 'a novel, like a myth or any
great work of art, can become an initiation that helps us to make a
painful rite of passage from one phase of life, one state of mind, to
another.' Story then can be transformative, helping us on our journey
towards individuation, as Jung describes it, a journey that is not
taken automatically when someone reaches a certain age, but rather is
dependent on our willingness to comprehend the nature of self and
become true individuals. Flight started out as a story of
alienation and anger, but it became instead a story of love and
forgiveness, and in the process I liberated myself from much of the
past and from the weight of unresolved memories.
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Well written Rosie, so true. :-) writing my memoir has been transforming for me, and I know when I finish I will not be the same person.
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